Freshet, letter 1: basecamp


Fall of 2001. Ninety days in the Cascades and the Olympics on a NOLS semester course.

The moment I remember most is not a summit. It is a morning at camp.

My pack was loaded. The route was on the map. The weather was fine. And nothing moved.

I had everything I needed. That turned out to be its own kind of problem.

I have thought about that morning a lot this year. For ten months I have been working out what comes next, and I kept coming back to the same thing.

Money already given. Already set aside to do good. Most of it sitting.

The people holding it are not careless. They are standing where I was standing that morning, with the pack already packed.

So I am building something for that, and in December it goes public. Right now I am at basecamp. Ten months behind me. Ten years in front.

I am going to write this climb down while it happens, one letter a week, called Freshet. A freshet is the rise in a river when the snow finally melts. If you want it, reply here and I will add you.

I do not know yet how it ends.

That is the point.

- Chris

Freshet Letter

Written by Chris Beach. One short letter each Wednesday, following a real build as it happens, and what it takes to get money set aside for good moving again.

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